am i ?

am i selfish? or, am i too self-concern?

this question came across my mind whole day today, simple because something made me uncomfortable after Mass. it might be my fault. well, i dont know, because i think it another way round.

we are the instrument of worship, of cause, we need cooperation among team-members when serving our Lord. Yet it is to be very difficult to stand independently in a community.

3 months ago, i joinned 1130MT to serve our God in praise and worship team, the choir of the Church. everything gone smooth. i appreciate to every seniors as they guide me with all the skills to sing!

today's Mass, we are lacked of mike. therefore, some members might not have the chance to sing to the mike. yes, i knew it. but, i just sat at the place where usually i sat during Mass. and so coincidently, there was a mike prepared there for me, then i just sat down and sung to the mike for whole Mass.

when the Mass ended, somebody came to me and told me that, next time when there are lacking of mike, i shall take the mike and share! but not sing alone.

yes, it is true. i agreed with him and i should share, the mike.

hmmm...

i am so sorry, because i never think to share the mike today and i just kept the mike in front of me throughout the Mass. i'm selfish and i am self-concerned...

KL life? LOL

It has been a long time since I wrote in English. Anyway, I have no intention to blog nowadays.

Have stayed in KL more than a year... The only word I can describe about my life in KL is...... REGRET! Yea, I totally regret for I chose to study in KL! It's really strange for me.

I wonder KL is a big city, and the people staying in KL should be more generous and helpful... But, it seems to be the opposite from what I think. After a year spent in KL, I now thoroughly understand how realistic our society is...

Well, the environment of KL really attractive: the LRT, the Monorail, tall buildings, flyovers and even the people? Yea, it was... Despite this is a big city, the people here are all..... erm.... have no idea to decribe them! The way they think are totally different from what we did! Let's have an example, if you know one of your friends is broke, will you still forcing him or her to go for a high-class lunch? Or, to spend unnecessary expenses to have some fun in K box?

Hmmm... Fine... But for me, I will consider his or her difficulties at first priority... However, the people here, argh! NOOOOO! They won't... They will just laugh at you, looking down at your poor-liness and some of them don't even want to invite you for the second time!! How bad it is!

Anyway, I'm going to leave this land soon... A month later? Definitely less than a month!

Malaysia Police Bribe

Mamula Moon

Negarakuku

Fast and Prayer

CHC Easter Drama Show 2007

Ming, black mailed to Jesus Christ

One day, Ming told her mom that he wish to have a computer as a birthday present. At home, Ming is a naughty boy. Ming's mom just worry if he will enthrall to the computer game, that's why she is not going to buy him a computer.

To avoid dispution with Ming, she told Ming:" Ming, if you wish to have a computer, you may need to write a letter to Jesus Christ to ask for his permission. If He agrees to let you own one, I will buy you a computer."

Therefore, Ming wrote a letter to Jesus Christ:

"Dear Jesus, My name is Ming. I am the favourite child in my family, and so in my class. I'm a good boy, hope you agree to let me own a computer as my birthday present."

After that, Ming took the letter and went to Church. At the Church entrance, he noticed a statue which Mother Mary carrying Child Jesus in Her arm... Ming rushed back to his home and returned with another letter:

"Dear Jesus, Your mom is in my hand. I will only return Your mom to You, after you buy me a computer! Do not worry, Your mom is safe!"