am i ?

am i selfish? or, am i too self-concern?

this question came across my mind whole day today, simple because something made me uncomfortable after Mass. it might be my fault. well, i dont know, because i think it another way round.

we are the instrument of worship, of cause, we need cooperation among team-members when serving our Lord. Yet it is to be very difficult to stand independently in a community.

3 months ago, i joinned 1130MT to serve our God in praise and worship team, the choir of the Church. everything gone smooth. i appreciate to every seniors as they guide me with all the skills to sing!

today's Mass, we are lacked of mike. therefore, some members might not have the chance to sing to the mike. yes, i knew it. but, i just sat at the place where usually i sat during Mass. and so coincidently, there was a mike prepared there for me, then i just sat down and sung to the mike for whole Mass.

when the Mass ended, somebody came to me and told me that, next time when there are lacking of mike, i shall take the mike and share! but not sing alone.

yes, it is true. i agreed with him and i should share, the mike.

hmmm...

i am so sorry, because i never think to share the mike today and i just kept the mike in front of me throughout the Mass. i'm selfish and i am self-concerned...