Saturday, July 21, 2007

in the darkness He will shine

Christ said:
It should not be too hard for you to admit your frailty. See how often you are troubled by a small matter! At times you resolve to become a better man. Then along comes a small temptation, and away goes your resolution. Just when you think you are safe, when least expect it, you find yourself pushed over by a slight temptation...

Yes! That's what I strongly believed in. I've tried my best to be independence and yet I failed to do so. Always I told myself, I'm not the unluckly one, but all passions just fall to me like raindrops, unstoppable.

I wondered how many 20 years old joe faced that much problems what I faced! Friendship? Studies? Financial? Personalilties? Tearing to say that I'm too childish to handle all these in my age.

My life sucks! Each time when I met a new friend, there's some unexpected obstacle will happen. Discouraging me to meet new friend! The only word that I can say, is, the world is too dramatic!

As time passed, betrayal, backstab, tricks are fallen more cruelly onto me. Fallen, risen, fallen, and risen... until I numb!

Truely! I am exhausted with what I faced. Nothing can I do indeed...

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